My initials are NJP and I've been using a handwritten version of this mark since middleschool.
I wouldn't mind seeing the handwritten logo... but this one doesn't work for me. Your curves are not smooth, the counter of the P doesn't line up. Then you have a really thick letter N. Then a third stroke weight in the J, with a ball serif and a random cut out. It's like 3 entirely separate ideas mushed together.
*** It reads JNP as is.
If this is going to represent you, I would suggest putting much more time into sketching and refining it. It should be perfect, especially since it's yours!
Thank you for your feedback! If you have any suggestions let me know.
I had doubts about it myself. I'll work more on it conceptually, and post another version in the next few days or so.